You wanna know something I find kind of pathetic?
It’s mainly pathetic for me so no insult is meant towards you, but more towards myself. Anyway.
I knew, from the very beginning, that you were so definitely not "the one" and yet I still let myself fall into fantasy while somehow managing to maintain a foot-hold in reality. And for the fact that I let myself fall into fantasy for even a little while, I find sad.
Because I know that it isn't real. No matter how much I wish that it was, it just isn't. Oh well I guess.
All’s well that ends well as they say. And though this year hasn't been the greatest by far, I have managed to meet some pretty awesome people that I think just might be a positive influence on me. I guess I'll find out though. Who knows.
Maybe fantasy is reality and reality is fantasy and I am living in reality when I should be living in fantasy. I guess I'll find out.
Yeah. Venting to you is kind of a new hobby. Since ya know, I'm still not super happy with you after all the shit that happened.
But, at least now I can stomach speaking to you. So that, at least, is a good sign.
It’s mainly pathetic for me so no insult is meant towards you, but more towards myself. Anyway.
I knew, from the very beginning, that you were so definitely not "the one" and yet I still let myself fall into fantasy while somehow managing to maintain a foot-hold in reality. And for the fact that I let myself fall into fantasy for even a little while, I find sad.
Because I know that it isn't real. No matter how much I wish that it was, it just isn't. Oh well I guess.
All’s well that ends well as they say. And though this year hasn't been the greatest by far, I have managed to meet some pretty awesome people that I think just might be a positive influence on me. I guess I'll find out though. Who knows.
Maybe fantasy is reality and reality is fantasy and I am living in reality when I should be living in fantasy. I guess I'll find out.
Yeah. Venting to you is kind of a new hobby. Since ya know, I'm still not super happy with you after all the shit that happened.
But, at least now I can stomach speaking to you. So that, at least, is a good sign.